Haven't i paid enough

I don't understand why I keep having trouble with people, I've done nothing wrong to the people who keep calling the police and complaining to the landlord. Why? Why me? I'm on edge now because the landlord gave me a last warning before eviction because supposed noise and harassment complaints, then the cops were called again Friday night. I don't know what to do.  I was not loud at all Everytime the police were called but it doesn't matter if I'm innocent, there's enough people saying that I'm the problem. I don't have any friends or family to help me with a place to stay and a place to store my stuff or most importantly someone who'll help me haul my stuff to wherever that might be. This is unfair. It has happen one after another sometimes everyday, every week, every month, and every year. It's non-stop. It never lets up. People seem to have a problem with me everywhere I go and everywhere I live, even if they don't know me. I've been thrown out of all shelters and I don't think I can go back to any of them. I'm going to keep praying, it's all I can do. There's things I were guilty of but I made it right. In two days my phone service will be cut off cause I won't have enough to pay for a phone card, I spend the money to repay my neighbors for a pipe they believe I broke. I only have $25 for food and cat food for a whole week. I'm worried sick. Why do I have to go though this constantly? I'm not the greatest person but I'm not that bad that I have to keep suffering. If I tell someone this either they won't believe me and there's gotta be something I'm doing to these people or I'm guilty of being a loud and harassing person OR they'll believe me and say I wish I could help but I cant, acting sympathetic when they actually only care about themselves. I truly hate my life. It's been nothing but constant problems, struggles, pain, and grief. If I do getting served an eviction notice I will end my life. It's not fair what has been happening my whole life. Either I'm cursed, or God is punishing me. Either way I'm ending it all myself if I get evicted, it will be the only option...I'll be homeless again, I'll lose my beloved cat and all my belongings. And again I won't be able to see my kids as often because I'll be homeless. No one likes me, That's fine but don't ruin my life. I overpaid for the things I've done wrong why do I have to keep paying?